Alhamdulillah...Hari yg di tunggu sampai jua ahirnya. Setelah 4 tahun berhempas pulas belajar bermati-matian, di 'seri' kan dengan pelbagai pengalaman pahit, manis, ahirnya aku sampai ke hentian dalam hidup. hehehe. Balum lagi 'The End' ni. Masih ada dua g hajat ku yg bnarnya. P bila ku liat blk2, mcm hajat ku yg dua ani mcm fading tia udah. Bukan apa, dengan result ku yg ada msani mungkin sangat competitive kn menyampai kan pelajaran ke peringkat pHD. Ahahahaha, handal th ku tu mun dpt abis Master, ada ati th plg kn ngambil pHD. kehkehkehkeh. P nya org, "inda mustahil", payah saja p inda mustahil...

So, I'm the one next to a guy from the right side of this picture. To make it easy, just compare the faces in this picture with the picture below, that should help a lot, ehehe... The date is 30th September 2010, Thursday. This is the day we do the "real thing". No more rehearsal. We finally get to feel how it's like to finally came face to face with His Majesty, and receive the '

Paper' that we worked for years. It's not just a '4 years of work' piece of paper but 19 years of our life. I can't believe I've spent my entire life studying, huhuhu...

I've been through a lot. I gain so much yet lost as much as those that I gain, multiplied by about 2.3, ahaha, yes, still obsessed with it. I do missed the pressure, stress and relief of before, during and after exams (respectively) and I'm not planning on stopping. I'

m 'hibernating' for a while and when the time comes, I'll come back to the age where pens and papers will once again unite. Even after I have families. YES!

I missed school already. I missed writing essays, reports, seminars and projects.

I missed tests, quizzes, exams and 'supplementaries' (ahaha, NOT QUIET!).

I missed the stresses, pressures, thrill of writing reports on the day when "tomorrow is in fact the submission date!".

I, especially, missed the times when 'we' do discussions together in an empty classes room and write so many nonsense things on the board, just to get us 'fired up' and work hard some more.

I also missed the time when October came. It is when the food stalls usually started to emerge and we'll go out (even during lecture time) to buy some foods and drinks, hang out for a while, then come back to the class again. Gosh that was silly. But it was the best thing I ever did.

Also, I missed hanging out with my best friends at their hos

tel, playing video games all night long. I miss g.98.

I missed the librarians, talking and whispering so loud, that they weren't actually whispering at all.

I missed walking all the way from Chancellor Hall to FOS and then FASS for lectures, tutorials and lectures, again, and even coming late for each classes.

I missed a lot of things. But what can I do. I now have to move on.

My goal now is at a stage of stabilising my life.

Job is what I need now (well actually is the salary, ehehe). I may not have the same happiness and joy that I had before, at least I already have it and it's now my sweetest memories.

So, what will I do now? What will I be after all that Ive done?